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Stuck
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I’m stuck with the things that I can’t change and the ones that I could but I can’t cause my brain won’t let me say what I mean or make a phone call
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Replies
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Things is still don’t know, final fxxxxxy ring tones, waking up early to take a walk, conversations with the stars, repiles found in the sound of passing cars, though the most meaningful questions still go unanswered, gangsta rap on the radio, passenger seat, I am on my way home, spent the weekend just talking and hanging out, time to get in buckle down, feeling lost in my own town, neighborhoods full of people that I don’t know, a whole world full of people that I don’t know, a whole room full of people that I would like to know.
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Crushing Down
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All my thoughts and feelings are crushing down on me, it’s getting hard to think positive and even breathe correctly, the monsters I thought I banished are making their way, up to the castle that encapsules my brain, so I will raise the bridge in attempt to fight, we will win, we will be victorious, no matter the cost.
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False Smiles
01:47
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I wake up tired, I went to sleep crying, and by the time that my eyes open, im too confused to work things out, so I toss these things wayside, every now and then they try, to convince me that I, should not be alive, so I mumble some inside joke, to myself, some off collar reference, that I barely even get, and im starting to wonder if any of this even helps, and how much more damage can I do to myself, till I pack it all up and call it a day, I could tell you right now but it is much too early to say. So I plaster this false smile over my truthful frown, days and days of loss of sleep are making me feel crazy, but I say that im doing fine, to anyone concerned, knowing inside, inside, inside, inside, inside I slowly burn, and im starting to wonder if any of this even helps and how much more damage can I do to myself, I might be all in my head but who’s to say, but for better or worse, tomorrows another day.
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Always Worried
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I can feel the winter coming, in the slow turning of my stomach, but it doesn’t matter anyway because I am always worried about something and these days I am too scared to get too attached or close to anything, and its messing up my daily interactions, I feel so far and removed from everyone and everything
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Super Nintendo Chalmers
01:55
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Up early and I’m walking around, I got the rest of the day in front of me now, should I hang out with a friend?, should I hang out alone? Should I go downtown? Maybe I could see a show, spent the first part of the week feeling good, I spent the second half of the week not feeling so good, I was ready to call off all of my plans, im afraid to admit, this is who I am
Lacking some comfort, missing some comfort, needing that comfort, like I once had…
Most nights I would hang out alone, and watch my favorite Simpsons episodes, making references for my own entertainment, these nights, go thru the tapes, find something to watch, I wish I was doing that with someone else a lot, growing cold and lonely most nights, clutching my pillow, as if it had arms, to reciprocate, all those feelings, I have locked in my heart.
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Knocked Down
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Knocked down, but ill get up okay, rebuild but I wont be the same, these missing pieces are really starting to add up, I’ve failed but its another day, what’s new, these things never really change, I’m finding comfort in just waking up, I’d really love to see your face, it’s been months, weeks, and or days, since we’ve gotten to share the comfort of each other, I wanna go out to the show, make friends with people I don’t know, so that there’s no such things as strangers, I wanna go out to the show, make friends with people I don’t know, so that there’s no such things as strangers in my world.
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